busy life = HAPPY life. :)

Curl ? Straight? :)
morning lecture with Coffeeee♥

What Friendship Means

friend is like Passerby.
Don't think it will last forever. Nothing last forever. Remember.

home

I miss home.....:'(

"Happy" detoxing.

happy? not really. look at the Menu. 1st & 2nd are killing me. So much suffering.
I can't really stand life without eating, therefore I break the rule. haha. I secretly ate some oats last night. haha. oh well, today is the 2nd days, so people, pls SUPPORT me !!!
I can't wait for the 24th of Nov. There's many foods floating on my mind right now. so terrible.

Remember.

read more, listen more, ask more and do more research.
to keep update yourself!!!

S.T.R.E.S.S.

worry = no confidence.
fear = accept the consequences


I am unhappy when I heard she said, work harder ar...last year d...
must success ar...must ar!!!
my dear, do you know your words make me feel like........................dying!!!!
no matter what, I promised I will work harder and do my best. NOT kidding.
I wouldn't let you down and I always know what I am doing. Don't worry about me.
"M"- you are always on my mind. Please takecare of yourself when I am not beside you.
I love you "M".

Sep and Oct in uk.

my everyday in BRISTOL....

Lectures, seminars and library.
even though i am busy, but i do enjoy it :)
"high tea" ing with dear at starbucks @ Sunday.



on the way to London @ Oct.

the two sillies @ weekend.


My new Apple & Orange @ 1st of Oct.

who said that boys and girls can't be best friends?
i miss this fella . :)

What is love?

is about feeling?
is a necessary?

WHY there are some many ........
"Blind lovers"

- willing to sacrifice everything
- waiting for the hopeless love
- missing and sad for no reason

In my dictionary, love is about feeling.
Is not about how long you have been together with your bf/gf, How many places that you guys have been visited, how much you understand about each other, is your bf/gf really suitable(condition) for you.......etc

LOVE is about -
* FEELING
* WHOLE-HEARTED
* COMMUNICATION


- be yourself!!!! don't try to change yourself .
- talk whatever you want do whatever you want to do.

2010.

What one gains on the one hand one loses on the other.

Everything is predestined

i believe it...
上帝已经安排了你的未来，他/她可能安排了更好的供献给你.
不要气馁，不要放弃！希望在明天!!!
QUEN, always remember "the law of attraction".
thanks for someone who always cheer me up.
TQ n Love you muaks

kill me better

feel like dying....
can somebody help me :(

speechless
useless
hopeless
pointless
helpless

直到你不找我

♥kingsley

girls, remember :)

1.收到甜言蜜語的短信，記得微笑，然後刪除。

2.想辦法努力賺錢，而不是如何省錢。

3.憤怒的時候，數到30，再說話。

4.喜歡的東西自己努力買，不要指望別人送。

5.少喝果汁多吃水果，少吃零食多喝水，少坐多站，少想多看，少說多做，少懷舊多憧憬。

6.永遠不會再有第二個男人像爸爸這樣愛你，所以最愛的男人當然是爸爸。

7.不要24小時都想念同一個人。可以分一點給家人和朋友。

8.不要認為找個有錢男人就什麼都有了。世界上年輕的女孩子，多的就像貨櫃上的可樂，喝不喝都無所謂。

9.吃下去的就堅決不再吐出來，所以吃之前要想清楚。

10.寂寞的時候，不要聽慢歌，懷舊或者膩死在網上，站起來做運動或者去找朋友八卦。

11.看透的時候，假裝沒看透。

12.工作的你，和遊手好閒的你，絕對不是同一個人。

13.做好防曬，但記得適當地曬曬太陽。心情也會進行光合作用。真的。

14.真正看中的東西就買，不要借錢，想清楚之後再決定，決定之後就不要後悔 。

15.銀行卡的密碼不要用男友的生日。

16.永遠不向從前的戀人訴苦。

17.出門之前，根據步行的時間和強度考慮要穿的鞋子。

18.要讀好書,陶冶情操,提高品位。

19.可以淘便宜的衣服，但記得自己的品位比這個價位高。

20.桌上的護膚品永遠比化妝品多，貴，好，對於女人來說外養不如內調。

21.養成寫日記的習慣，哪怕隻言片語。

22.可以不認同，但學會尊重。

23.注重內心，但不忽略外表。

24.做不了決定的時候，讓時間幫你決定。如果還是無法決定，做了再說。寧願犯錯，不留遺憾!

25.打電話的時候記得微笑，對方聽的見。

26每月記帳，每月儲蓄。

27.瞭解潮流，但不必跟風。

28.看起來多大年齡，就有多大年齡。

29.相信愛情和mr.right的存在，在此之前也不拒絕和mr.wrong們分享人生。

30.如果發短資訊給你喜歡的人，他不回。不要再發

31.不要為了任何人任何事折磨自己。比如不吃飯、哭泣、自閉、抑鬱，這些都是傻瓜才做的事。當然，偶爾傻一下有必要，人生不必時時聰明

32.穿有質感的衣服，找有品質的男朋友。他不一定很有錢，但是一定要能讓你有安全感和開心。

33.如果決定離開一個人，行動要快一點，快刀斬亂麻；如果決定愛上一個人，時間拉長一點，看清楚是否適合你。

34.閒情時候自己煮花茶煮咖啡喝，或者做茶點吃，放一段柔情音樂，翻閱幾頁好書，然後睡個懶覺，快哉。

35.學會承受痛苦。有些話，適合爛在心裡，有些痛苦，適合無聲無息的忘記。當經歷過，你成長了，自己知道就好。

36.任何場合，保持應有的涵養。學會說謝謝、辛苦您、對不起。做錯了事情要懂得道歉和改過.

I found myself in Wonderland......

i miss the moment when i was watching this movie at london :)

ABCDEFG♥♥♥

♥ cherries in the house ♥

A_B_C_D_E_F_G= A Boy Can Do Everything For Girl

Babe Elaine Birthday ♥♥

♥ Both of Us ♥


She looks happy, isn't she? haha

忘了..

妳發現，年紀越大，越是很難和另外一個人在一起。

原因不是因為條件。妳還是很多人喜歡，和年華正茂的時候

一樣。妳活得比以前更好，開始能喝出紅酒的不同。妳不再像年輕的時候一樣任性，動不動就發脾氣。妳把自己當成在投資的藝術品，運動、保養、化妝，讓妳看不出來年紀。

也不是因為對愛情死心。妳去參加朋友的婚禮，想到新人好不容易走到這裡，妳總會紅了眼睛。妳經過前男友租過的房子，想起妳們一起在Ikea買的家具。朋友們想要幫妳介紹，妳會精心打扮出席。

妳卻一直都單身。每年站在生日蛋糕前，都希望身邊有另外一個人一起許願。一些客氣的場面，有人來搭訕的場合，沒有人相信妳是單身。他們給了一個省事的結論：妳太挑了，希望妳降低標準。妳在心裡面笑：所以是其他人都不挑？

可是妳自己知道，為什麼不能好好談一場戀愛。就是因為，妳太清楚了自己是怎樣的一塊料，所以不能再輕而易舉的把自己交出去。就像是，有一天妳發現跌倒以後的傷口，會開始留下疤痕，妳走路不再大步跨出去。

因為，妳慣性太強、記性太好。妳認識一個人很簡單，忘記一個人很困難。妳曾經心滿意足的閉上眼睛，讓妳愛的人帶妳去任何地方，最後差點回不來。所以不能再失去方向感。

於是妳就變得膽小了。以前妳喜歡男生有幽默感，現在妳在乎安全感。以前妳打電話找不到人就拼命的打，現在妳發了簡訊沒有回應，睡覺前就關機。以前妳最有興趣的話題是對方的過去，現在妳先關心這是不是一份有未來的感情。

所以，週末的晚上，妳寧願和一群朋友喝酒，也不問約會對象今天有沒有空。妳早就已經下班，還在公司觀察朋友的MSN和Facebook動態。妳安慰自己，有朋友也很好，一個人生活也很好。妳忘記了當另外一個人女朋友的感覺，被攜伴的時候，要怎麼介紹自己。

只是，妳不是做了決定要單身，就像妳也沒有計畫過要用哪一隻手寫字。不過是既然如此了那就適應。妳想要有人一起去旅行，一起去看讓妳哭哭啼啼的電影。妳想和那樣的人說自己準備好了，只是沒有勇氣，只是請對方多點耐心。妳想說不再需要太多驚喜，在心裡等的是一份相依為命的感情，抬起頭來相視而笑，安心的生活，如此而已。

I think i.............

miss him!! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Mr.C. =S

awesome!!

people...i m still alive =D

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Bonjour Paris

i was dead tired after the trip, but overall the trip was great.
Paris is a great attraction place for everyone. but in fact, it wasn't as perfect as you think.
The french is rude and the trains were poor & outdated.

♥ 我的最爱 ♥

每个人的心里都有他/她的最爱.

Gaga is awesome!

It's in birmingham!
she was a fashionable superstar and had a nice petite figure~
i got seriously heartache when she was singing the "speechless" on the stage, it makes me felt like she had hurt by someone before!

22nd is approaching....

I've regretted my "mistake" like anything.
hate myself for being so clumsy.
I should consider properly before make a decision. sigh...
I am indecisive and can't make decisions when something happens.

18 no longer exists. 21 no longer exists.
22nd is approaching... :'(
I am getting older ............arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

Mother loves ♥ ♥ ♥

Mummy i love you ♥ ♥ ♥..
thanks for always being there when i need u..
thanks for your support and concern all the time..
thanks for everything that you giving me.
i am so glad that i got you for my Mummy!!
妈咪万岁!!

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Maybe.....

Always being [ 敢爱敢恨.]
it's the best way to protect myself.

Don't know since when.......

there's plently of shit happened in this year. don't know since when i lost my "luck".
everything goes unwell with me. i'm sick of it. a thousand words of WHY.
maybe this is what usually people said " adult's pleasure ".
the truth is, i really can't go back the life without "stress". how good if i can turn back the time which when i was in kinder garden. really 不想长大!!

Most of the people posted blog for sharing their happiness, but i think i am the one who posted for complaing how suck was my life. haha. i don't mind.

My friend always adviced me to be positively. i am really doubt on how do people always keep their mind on positively way.

It will be when i think it is

Unwanted!!

final exam is coming soon..
i am so tired and unwanted to do any revision.
i wish to go back home asap!! :'(

i miss home

i miss home :'(
really wish to stay at home :'(

Kate moss

Marketing communication Lecture^^
nothing tastes as good as skinny feels

就想賴著妳

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hU5PHNFhCcY

nice drama, it makes me lmao..
it was romantic and touched^^

The redness Feb

14022010- Happy chinese new year & Happy valentine day

everything as usual, i spent my cny dinner & valentine day with my uk's friends. Be frank, last time I was seriously unhappy for my single valentine day, but right now I don't really care about the valentine day. It seems like no longer important for me. haha.

but i have to admitted something, which is i am having seriously homesick. i miss home. i did on the skype with my family all day long during the cny. Eventhough they were busy on eating or outing, i was happy to watching what they were doing in the living room. i do really enjoy it.

for the cny in uk, i had my cny dinner at "zen" with uk's friends, and whole night at "Gala". Without a nice slept, I was still managed went to london the next day with law's group. That's a pretty exhausted trips. I've visited pr**a shop again, in the new bond street. i was wondering why that's so expensive? haha

i do hope that this feb will be a very good beginning for me~~ wish me well anyone haha^^

Lost weight??

It's very easily to put on the weight for those students who studying at abroad or those western country. Most students are became fat when they are got back to their own country. SO, i don't wanna become one of them, i can't become one of them, i' m not willing become one of them !!!!!!

now what's on my mind is I WAN SLIM!!!!!!!

there's few ways which i currently trying to ......

-cereal(low fat) + milk(0.1% fat)
-yogurt(fat free)
-apple
-green tea
-egg(boiled)
-grape

i hope it works...pls wish me !! ^^

Dark chocolate!

chocolate! i love chocolate instead of those chipssssssss
no matters dark, sweet, milk, nuts, biscuit chocolates.s.....all is my favourite!!
no matters hot chocolate, muffin, lotion, cereal, cookies.... all related to chocolates!!

lately, i bought a dark chocolate from sainsbury. it's £ 6 ++
it's a fine dark chocolate, as people said: dark chocolate helps reduce cancer and fat.
haha, i am not sure is that accurate or not, but i am just enjoy eating chocolate.
btw, i am on diet, so today onward i would only eat fruits and vegetables. and gym gym gym!!
NO MORE cereals and biscuits!! i wan slim slim slim slimmmmmmmmmmmmmm...........
wish me successfully slim down!!! ush.....counting down

back from Mu & windsor castle

i went to mu and windsor castle last week.

♥ MU ♥
i regretted i didn't choose mmu for my course. I should straight take my final year in mmu!
i like manchester. there's plently of places for shopping. i wish i can study at there. it's like a small london. sigh, i regretted why i chose bristol for my 2nd years.

for the happy moment in Mu was, i went to tradford(the shopping complex). i saw my lovely "p***a"!! at first i just simply looking around, but at last i found a lovely handbags. that is £ 595.
that is pretty expensive right, i was thinking once if i buy it, i've gonna live frugally the coming this few months.

should i buy it? i love it!!
is tat expensive? ya! but i love it!!
is that necessary? not exactly, but i love it!!
i have no idea!!!!!


the 2nd day, i called back to home, i asked mum and ger ger regarding this matters.
i got their opinion, i understand what should i do.
i shouldn't buy it AT THE MOMENT!! haha..
i never felt unhappy or regret, i am just feeling happy because i didn't simply spending money on unnecessary items! =D


♥ WINDSOR CASTLE ♥
windsor castle, there is a huge castle. the Queen has frequently pay visit to the castle, there's consider as a strictly place, not allowed the visitors to take any photos inside the indoor . Such a nice and peaceful castle.





i spent my whole week in hatfield, i was staying at chloe's place.
for the new updated, chloe bought a new car SLK mercedez, black color. i am pretty sure she is very proud of it, but i found out she was regret on it as well, cause the car maintenance is freaking expensive. i have no idea why does she bought it.
i juz had my monday classes, so tired. was thinking that i have to do some study in this week. i shouldnt waste my time anymore. i think i would go to city to ask about the job . i wish i can working at some coffee shop or japanense restaurant.

- 2010 -

Let's recall back what was happened in the last few weeks. i went back m'sia for ger ger wedding.
then back to uk, er came heathrow to pick me up. stay at hatfield for 1 night again. went back to bristol at second day. was busy on assignments, presentation.
Just yesterday, i went to budha lounge for the party. i found that was so boring. the terrible party that i ever had. sigh.


I am currently now in uk. was pretty busy v my bunch of assignments. today is saturday, i never go out and just finished my last jan assignment. feeling so blue and bored! the classes will be started on next monday. I MISS HOME!!!

sometimes i was thinking, is that a good thing for me to come uk?

positively=you thought everyone can go oversea for study?u should thanks your dad!
negatively=lifeless + loneliness + always being alone!

my mind still floating what's happened when i was in the flight on the way back to uk. that's so blue. i don't feel like going back to uk. i wish to stay at home.