This is Me =D

[ For him ]





I've always been the kind of girl
That hid my face
So afraid to tell the world
What I've got to say
But I had this dream
Right inside of me
I'm going to let it show
It's time
To let you know
To let you know

This is the real, this is me
I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be now
Gonna let the light
Shine on me
Now I found
Who I am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I want to be
This Is Me

Do you know what it's like to feel so in the dark
To dream about a life where you're the shining star
Even though it seems
Like it's to far away
I have to believe in myself
It's the only way

This is the real, this is me
I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be now
Gonna let the light
Shine on me
Now I found
Who I am
There's no way to hold it in
No More Hiding Who I Want To Be
This Is Me

realized :)

tat9 i went banting meet to her...
Took the "gossip gal" drama and also yam cha v her ...
we went to her old house to burn the " soup opera" ....
we did chit-chat at her old house :)...
wah, 1st time i could felt , what's consider "love"....
a guy who are chasing her, he did wait her for 3 yrs, he treat her like......a princess...
as what chai li saids, she did scold him many times, ask him to give up many times, but the guy nv try to give up, even the guy did cried for her many times, suffered lots, he nv ever choose to leave n let her go....
at tat nite, i realized, maybe i should change my mind....i shouldn't easily to put " gam chen" on a ppl, i should spend for a long period to noe more tat ppl then only choose to get started ...
if a true love, the guy will be patient and will not give up easily :)
thx chai li , she did sharing her story v me ..
her story was woke me up :)

nov 25 :)

yeah....
its today!!!
after woke up, following mummy went to bought fishes at "somewhere"....
on the way, mumuy told me, she was dream of "him"...
the dream was "ah pon" cum my house find me, and he did apologize, he said he was REGRETED!
hhaha, he will not regret i noe:)...becoz he is the 1 who will not get regret 1 !!!tis is HIM.....
around 11 am i get a called from "daddy", he told me result was out...(aiyo, gan jiong lo)
haha, i get all passed, i checked it when i get home:)
tis sem i nv did well, especially eco, me n bee choose to give up....we did expect to get failed on tis sub....
2008 really many thing was happened....i hate 2008...so i cant wait the comin 2009 :)
hope everything go smoothy on 2009....
yeah, tomolo is er ke's bufday, i plan to buy a cake for him~
as we noe, his favorite cake - cheese cake(fat), most suitable him ...hahah

my "happy" ending

after his bufday....i realized tat i really should it go........
i did dream of him almost every9.....
i juz cant accept y he could give up so easily.....
before tat i felt ngek gam sam, but now...i hav no choice....i got to accept it......
what can i do now is to be strong n happy always.....

nowadays i will keep repeat tis song, the lyrics is quite similiar v my case...


雨下了 又停了 泪流了 又干了
你走多久 多远了 我还在这
你说的 你忘了 可是我 还记得
手心里 紧握着 已不属于我的亲热
爱怎会输给了时间 我的耳边 再听不见
我以为永远不会变 最习惯的明天见
放手了 该回到原点 心会受伤 也能复原
我会学着自己走出从前 祝福明天